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Heartfelt song. I pretty much zoned out on this song and just discussed how TRULY feel. This song is giving the listener a glimpse of my emotions running amuck through me everyday at any time. It's my drive and passion for success in this industry combined with the conflict of family and being a good person.


Funny today feels like yesterday/ and I'm just trrying to see another day/ It's sunny but I pray for clouds to turn gray/ so that way, I know I made it to another day/ What's in my past a bunch of users/ b*tches turned cougars/ wait that's my future/ anyone can rap yeah keep telling me that/ Well where the hell you at monte?/ What's holding you back/ Some say I got too much responsibility/ AND I should sacrifice family time for this industry/ MAN yall killing me, yall don't know pain/ don't know hunger...damn well ain't got shame/ I know all three got All on my shoulders/ Danielle over shoulders so the angels looking over/ Everyday more stress dog I'm looking older/ Feel like f*ck exercise my days over/ After 49 hours I'ma take a break/ hennessey, PS3, and some damn stake N shake/ and that's killing me but it makes me feel great/ and I know my girl wants me to see 28/ real talk I don't know if I DO/ let my rap career slip away that's side news/ focus on being a husband and a father/ two words I never thought I'd say/ I DO, but I did now I'm here and it's conflict/ Can't hustle can't save for shit/ What the F*ck is this?!!/ She say she support me, say she's on my team/ but everyday Being a Star becomes a bigger Dream/ YALL/ and I become a bigger dreamer/ Money getting tighter so I grow a little Leaner/ Pops seen the changes all in my demeanor/ Then I start remembering when I aint see him/ Then it's like I hate seeing him/ Then he calls look at the phone I can't speak to him/ It's not his fault, because it's still love/ But I'm a little stressed and I'm really f*cked up/ Everyday I see death even in a brush, and when I tip that bottle up I can feel his nudge/ I'm thinking to myself, " What have I become a part of?"/ Looking in the mirror and I'm staring at my father/ Is that why it's hard to Live and Let go/ cuz when He left I still see him in myself/ Or at least what he gave me/ at this point the beat drops and I go Crazy!/ The engineers and the spectators hype it up/ but it is not a hit/ I leave without a cent/ I drive to my crib Banging me half bent/ wifey's sleep right by my pops ashes/ gargle hoping she stays sleeep so it's no clashing/ how I put so MUTHAFUCKIN much Pain in my Passion/ Every verse another scream/ and now I lay myself down to sleep and I pray for a dream/


from "Freshmen World" OLD ME! Volume 2, released August 1, 2011
Mix and leveled at The Audio Cafe


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Monte SS Detroit, Michigan

Throughout the years, Monte has collaborated/partner with numerous artist and "groups". However, at this point in time Monte felt it was time to begin building for a solo career along with establishing a brand/name.

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